Saturday, October 24, 2009

Bond and Bonding

its a mystery how we fall in love, who we fall in love with, why we fall in love, but we do.

life is a vacuum cleaner. it sucks.

what is that. advantages dread of loss?

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Why

we always walk into heartbreaking things, or slip into them. just yesterday, i was brought into this whole emotional swirl. apparently i cant always trust my instincts.

i didnt admit how i truly felt in the first place. i was sitting there popping pills of denial while she broke the news just because i want to feel close to happiness. but really, i didnt like to know about it. i didnt like the sound of it. not even a tiny bit. its not the most pleasing thing to hear bout, especially when i was already planning to give it benefits of doubt, but the sad truth is its all making sense now, the timing seemed to fit in well, what was confusing then was made clear, and god damn it that breaks me.

oh well. my own idyllic wishes, thinking that things would be the same like before. why would you do this to me. why would you show me glimpses and then took it away. i have no blood left for this fever.

audio food - kindly unspoken by kate voegele

Monday, October 19, 2009

Little Letters

dear white crisp shirt,
thank you for taking me down the memory lane.

dear yellow leaves,
you make me fall in love.

dear curly angel,
thank you for being kind.

dear unspoken words,
what do i do with you.

dear rose tinted glass,
thank you for dressing up the trails.

dear closet,
someday i'll own a complete set of you. someday.

dear stranger in red,
thank you for making it easier.

dear sugar lips,
i look forward to seeing you soon.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Hang on

the roots are still there. it just takes time.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Over the lemon tea

60 billion people in the world, and all you need is 1.

What's truth. How many version of truth can you have.