Past midnight...

I just came back from the Jade. Amy's invited me to her b'day party on the 5th Aug, it's a Tuesday.

Den, as if it's the most natural thing to do, I switched my glance to the next column of the table calendar I've pasted on the left side of my wall. Yours on the following Wednesday. With the next blink of eyes, my head turned to the right side of the wall, and I saw mine. its a wednesday too. And suddenly, a connection was formed on my mind right away even before I made the realisation of 'aaaaaaaahh-huh'. we're connected, by the number of three. theres a 3 in yours, and theres a 3 in mine, and 3 has been my fav number. I've finally know why I've liked you.

aaaaaaaah-huh.

Can you

Keep a distance from me!!

Ice and Fire

Den she realised, it's not because she's missing him that she wants to talk to him. it's more like she knows the response she gets from him can only make her grrr and leave her no other choice but to stay focus. it's more like she knows that that is the only way to have all her wants and cravings to be forced withdrawn. somehow when ice meets fire, it doesnt melt, but rather the fire's put off.

Sometimes, thats what she needs.


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And The Dark Knight. omg. it's just sooo whhhhhhhhhhhoaaaaaaaaaa!!! besides all the cool gadgets and inventions (the batpod, two words, absolutely mind-blowing!!!), I'm all influenced by the joker's lip licking act! and I looooooove the plot!! very well written. everytime when I thought that is it, there're just more behind to suprise me!

'why so serious'

Food, and more food

Tell me, are you hungry yet? Look at the colourful table of food! from appertizer to noodles to chicken to pork to beef to seafood, we had it all. and I think b'day celebration should be about food rather than alcohol! alcohol can come later, much later.

I'm seriously missing the days of spending hours on a table of food.

And I can't wait to go home and have a big dinner on a round table with like 5 to 6 friends so we can order 6 to 7 dishes!

It's not like this

Have I cared a tad too much? or was the message not communicated rightly. or was it the attitude problem?

Sigh. It seems like it's not always when you want to give you get to give. I was a bit upset. Upset by how a supposedly casual conversation had became an arguement. emotional.

My weekend

The lovely sun, the blue sky and the ubiquitous puffy clouds, today is a perfect day to stay outdoor. And so we'd a 3 hours no break of tennis! I've never felt so good to sweat! and I'm all so like a charcoal now, very super duper ugly coz the tanness is unevenly distributed throughout my face and neck. Grrr. But I'm actually happy, not becoz of the tan thou. I love my racket! Haha.

Two of my guy friends said my new hair cut looks weird on me! Hmph! Only the girls said it looks great. and so I answered, 'it's actually nice but coz I din blow dry my hair today so it's gone a bit wild'. where in fact all I wanted to say was, why not nice, why why why why why and make them say it's nice on me. Ok, it's a bit out of shape yesterday, I was having a bad hair day. But, this is not the point. The point is, they claimed that only the male's comment is more important and should be taken coz thats just how it works. Ha!

I'm slowly getting immune to the turbidity probe thats forever tempremental.

I'm anticipating for what I'll get next week!! Cant wait!

and I was dared to do the most unexpected thing in my life today. hohoho.

Transition

I like today!

I've bought myself a new tennis racket. and I've got a hair cut I'm satisfied with. Sigh. Splurging always makes ppl happy. Why.

And I think how you feel the moment you wake up in the morning affects the rest of the day. Today, I only want to smile.

Relaxing day

It's Friday again. After almost one month of sulkiness, today I can see the corner of my lips pulling outward. like this =)

Then, the person I was complaining bout suddenly is not that not likeable now.

And I slowly realised what a person needs to get my attention.

...

I'm all drawn to his voice. watching his fingers playfully heating the keyboard, building up the best melody. Along with his trademark smile, my heart's melted, like how the vanilla ice-cream melts when it meets the heat in the mouth. And that after taste...it lingers on in my head, luring me wanting for more. and more.

Suddenly, all the angers all the grudges are gone.

now sing me a song.

towards the limit

I'm angry! I'm pissed! and I'm disappointed!

I wished I could just yell at you and tell you why you do not deserve a wee bit of my respect.

I wished I could list down to you the number of times you're late or never there when we'd made an appointment.

I wished I could tell you that, saying I'm sorry when you're late or I'm busy, could we arrange another time to meet is a very basic manner an individual should have. Everyone is busy, it doesnt mean that just becoz you're up there you then have the right to delay and cancel any appointment as you wish WITHOUT informing the relevant party.

I wished I could tell you that, it is very rude of you to shove us off like that and not apologise as if this is how things should be when you're the one who couldnt keep up with your schedule.

I wished I could tell you that, it's good to listen to what others have to say/comment sometimes rather than thinking you're more superior and more experienced, when in fact you're not.

I wished I could tell you that you lack the attributes to be in the position you are now.

But I couldnt. I just have to suck it up! I can only suck it up. and I hate doin this!