Halloween Party at Puro!

It's a great night!

First time of me putting on such a heavy make up, with some drawing on the face somemore so as not to look too ordinary, but heh, I guess I aint as wild as I thought. =p

Lets get the picture to do the talkin...


Me and my housemate getting ready for the night


Say, aren't we gorgeous?!


As compared to these guys, I'm only normal. =p But I'm stickin to it.


Thanks to the sweat, my flower painting was gone! =p



Black coloured nails. And they are mine!

Colours. They do wonders, don't they?!

Why?

Grr. Why did my eyes get watery when I hear you sayin that you're now stayin all by yourself, and that you have been packin food for dinner everyday. Sighhh. You said you're fine, and will be fine but why, why does it pain me when I hear you sayin that.

Would you have someone to be by your side to take care of you, and cook for you, and watch you sleep if you get sick? Would the house be too quiet like you've once said before? Jus a thought of the 'if yes if no' brings a lump to my throat.

Why am I still sooo emotionally engaged?!

Why is you being alone any of my concern?

Why is a simple word from you like 'be careful' have such a strong impact on me?

Why have I not kept my promise of no more shedding of tears for you?

Why am I even askin why?

Answers. I'm not seeking for any. For I've already known.

A friend told me that he doesn't think that I'm as simple a person as I've portrayed to them. Am I that complicated?

I believe I'm not.

Our first time

Tired. Yet I'm happy! This trip to London is worthy. It's been great to see my brother, no cake celebration but it's good enough! The walk together around the city, den visit to the big Ben, den the london eye, the china town, etc.

It's our first brother-sister's outing eh, and first brother-sister takin pictures together, =p. He even acted as thou he got punched when I said I'm goin to do a post of tryin to punch him. Cute!

My only wish is that he'll start thinkin bout his future and make good use of his time. He's my only brother afterall.

My London Trip!

In London, I am now! Hohoho.

This is me and my brother, who has just turned 24 today, in front of the London Eye. I know, the picture resolution ain't good, but heck, thats the best we could get after more than 10 shots!



Sooo wanted to upload more photoes, but grrr, most of the pics are not usable. =p The photographer (so called) should really brush up his technique. Or maybe it's the camera! Blek.

Things "She' Likes About 'He' 2

He, brought out the lady in her, and made her realised that, she's more than who she thinks she is.

She's after all not a superwoman, but a lady,
who needs to be taken care of,
a lady who needs his broad shoulder to lay her head on,
a lady who needs his gentle touch to continue to glow and radiant,
a lady who needs his soft and supple lips to take away her tears and sorrow,
and his babyee smile to smile back to him,
she is afterall,
just a lady who needs his strong arms to feel safe,
a lady who needs to hear his deep firm voice to stand strong and shines,
a lady who needs his presence to learn what compromisation is all about,
and a lady who needs his gazing to blossom.

She, needs his nurture to be complete.

Love Me...

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said," Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

*If you get there before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down,
Darling wait and see
And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you..love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears *

And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you... love me

Colin Raye - Love Me

A very sweeet song to listen to at time like this. Accidently dig it out from my collection of songs and fell in love with the melody instantly. Got soo addicted to it that it's been playing repeatedly non stop for a couple of days now...=)

A love sphere has been recently stirred upon KennySia's series of posts on the topic of men and women. It's a very attractive and interesting topic to discuss and it certainly has got me enveloping myself in the feel it has created...

That warmth, that wrenching feeling, that emotional touch,
Tingly.

That magical moment of two eyes meeting each other,
Breathtaking.

That never ending physical chemistry,
Electrifying.

Addictive, love is.

Things "She' Likes About 'He'

When he is sleeeping; that extreme long and curly eye lashes, that rhythmic breathing with occassional retarded snore, that smoothen-out frowning lines, that messy soft hair, that closed up lips awaiting to be moistured, that most peaceful babyee look of him, have never failed to make her wanting to shower him with endless soft gentle kisses all over as though that's the most precious thing in the world.

When he is getting his hand ready, before she reaches him; that patiently waiting expression on his face, watching her walking slowly towards him, that firm and tight grab when their fingers eventually crossed together, make her wants to have her hands to be held by his forever.

When he doesn't know how or what to react uponh her staring at him out of no reason for more than 10 seconds; that tad of embaressment and uneasiness, that slowly turning red face, and that cute lil round puppy eyes start wandering around, don't know where to lay his sight on, are simply too irresistable for her to not continue staring at him.

When he never allow her to feel left out in any occasions and his consistency in checkin her in if things are well; that bit of detailed observations of him, that understanding, caringness, gentleman-lity, that attitude of never take things for granted, that sense of security and reliability, that smile of assurance, that instant short and strong squeeze of his hands on hers, have captivated and melted her heart over and over again.

When he has his plans/views layed out and wanting to share with her; that confidence, that assertion, that moment of interactive mind and soul bonding session, make her knows that this is the one man that she would like to walk through the sunrise and sunset with.

There're many more when's....

That she wants to put down, for that have been part of her life.

And she will not allow it to be slipped off from her getting rusted memory.

p/s: I like the topic, what she or he likes recently posted on KennySia's blog. Never used to leave comments on the blogs I frequented, for this, I realised I can't help not to make an exception. =p

Yay!!!!!!!!

Yayyyyy!!!!!!!

Finally handed in that pathetic 10% assignment today! Phewwwwwwwwwwwww.

One day I have to relax before preparing for the next battle (as if heh)! =p

Left or Right Brain?

Saw this on Boon's blog. And no doubt, it interests me immediately. So long it is personality test, brain test, aptitude test, be it accurate or not, it will get me tryin. =)

So, I've loooked at it as the girl is turning in the direction of clockwise. And no matter how much I try to focus, I still can't get the picture of her turnin anticlockwise. Arghhh!!!

Conclusion: I'm a right brainer eh?

Let see what the description says.

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS >> MEEEEEE aka the right brainer
uses feeling (GAWD, spot on!)
“big picture” oriented (ermm, if compared to my sister, hehe)
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future (what bout past?)
philosophy & religion (philosophy perhaps, strongly influenced by my papa)
can “get it” (i.e. meaning) (huh?!!)
believes
appreciates (as usual, hehe)
spatial perception (I'm still tryin to understand the meanin of it)
knows object function
fantasy based (errrr, never thought so)
presents possibilities
impetuous (awww, that's soooo true!)
risk taking (don't think so eh, a lil maybe? heh)

And the funny thing is..

And the funny thing is, I would rather spend my limited time on reading blogs, updating my own, yacking away with friends.

I need some enlightenment!

The person in front of the mirror, with untied long messy hair, and bloodless lips looks kinda scary.

Oh, what has that 10% turned me into? Hmmph!