There's a spider in my room

I keep clicking around. it's 21:38 now. Desperado is playing in my ear. and I'm once again a slave to my emotions.

Unsettled. thats what it is.

I'm not daring enough.

I made my housemate to kill a spider today. and no, the daring bit has nothing to do with the spider killing.

Sigh. I just want to sigh away the nite. i'm not sad or angry. I'm just loaded with this feeling of uncertainty. I'm about done with what I've planned for myself one year ago. whats next?