Family, you

Everything has been put aside. At least I thought so. What's more important than having your family with you?

But. Why? Why can't I get you out of my mind? Sigh.

Mum's asking how are we doing. She must have sensed something. I was surprised myself that I didn't burst out crying. Calmly, I told her our decision. The topic didn't last for long. Thanks mum! I knew I was about to hit my limit.

I'm thankful that I have a loving family that I could fall on whenever I need them, but, I just wish you could be in the picture too.

I must have been greedy. Family, career, and you. Is that a tad too much to have all?