Expiry Date

i meant to write this long time ago when it happened so i can remember how it was like that day. but never did until i was reminded this morning when i walked past EP.

the talks reminded me of the spring. it was the best spring ever! all the lil moments we shared even it was fleeting. the chemistry. the bonds.

you're once my favourite person. and i always secretly hope that you'll be the favourite person of all time. what's changed? the unspoken expiry date? perhaps we are all judgmental. for a moment over the pie and lemon, i thought the air was clear. i thought we were friends again.

it was a good catching up tho.

So

there are still decisions to make. tickets to buy. room to enter.

win some lose some.

i fell in love and out of love. earned some scars along the way. spent a lot time doing things i dont know if they were good and little to no time doing the things i should be doing. its a year and a half now.

so what if i cry? so what if trust is a hollow shell? so what if love is fleeting?

i just cannot help to submit myself to the trap.