it hit me again. sigh. yes. i'm feeling a bit disheartened. friday aint as good as i wanted it to be. i know, there aint no point to even think bout it now that its not happening, will not and never will be so can i please stop sulking.
so i've a full time for a month and half, part time for the weekends, and socialising events in between, meeting up and doing things with the people i like, sound great innit?! but no, i'm not happy. i'm not truely happy. i possiblyl am when i'm around people but i kinda think thats just a cover.
how i'm becoming so jaded now.
sigh.
grate it off grate it off grate it off!!! i need this off my system so i can get back up. get back to being tough. get back to the ground and fight.
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