sigh. it wasn't the greatest monday. in fact, it was pretty shitty. from the moment i opened my eyes, this awful gawky interfering heart wrenching feeling just hit me like it was deemed to happen.
no. i didn't get it! i thought i was prepared to handle the worst. but apparently it wasnt quite so the case. this feeling, this sinking feeling, shards of heart - not a very pleasant combination. i really hate it. i hate how it makes me feel so dejected! you know, i know that i need to learn to embrace failure, but during moment like this, i can't, i just can't pretend that i'm okay. knackered, i am.
i just wish that words can be my undoing.
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