she just wants things to be perfect. she doesnt want to hide anything. she's had enough of hiding things, hiding herself from the toxic humanity. she doesnt want to cry anymore. she doesnt want the doubt, she want to know that she's special. that there are special things. she wants moments, she wants affection and she wants be spoiled. she wants to give affection. she has sooo much affection to give. she wants to love and be loved. she has so much love to give.
but she's always entering and exiting at the wrong time. or maybe certain things are not meant to be. something not meant to be is never easy.
no. she's just confused. confused coz she has hold it way too close to her heart and that now she's to let it go, she's just feeling a bit lost. and the fact that she cannot explain the emotion annoys her.
**
one night. she's glad one night is all she needs to regain the strength. not fully. but...that will do for now innit. shards of heart. she'll have it back in one piece.
she misses the old her.
**
she's back at the wooden floor. the chocolate cookies makes her smile.
eye lashes, and a green t-shirt. that should be enough right.
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