Public holiday that doesnt concern me

For a good 5 seconds, I was bothered. Your response made me want to dig further, why cant you just say what appointment that was.

And then I start to think, why should I be bothered.

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I just need to talk. Normally this happens only when the sien-ness sinks in. I'm not uber sien today, but I feel like having a conversation. whether it's one with substance it doesnt matter. And the sad truth is, I couldn't seem to find anyone to do that with. What is wrong?

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Knowing you're starting to think bout your future makes me happy for a while. Its strange but I felt all warm inside when I was told you prefer me to stay here.